THE HOLLA COURSE
it sucks find out that you’ve been shit talking me. even though were not together I’ve never said you were horrible even if everyone else tells me so. I’ve kept you as a fond memory.
But I guess this just shows how much more mature I am, despite you being four years older than me. But then again, who ever said age defined maturity?
I’m the bigger person and even with knowing I’m just another “bitch” that “comes and goes” to you, I’m always going to tell everyone the story of how I learned what love was and how you showed me what love feels like.
I just want to be able to love myself but I don’t know how long it’ll take or how drastic it’ll take to reach that
So I found the picture on the left in my drafts the other day, its about a year old. I wanted to try to work out and get really skinny for my ex at the time but that didn’t really happen because I’m lazy.
The picture on the right is me now, after I became single and wanted to look good for myself. I don’t work out everyday and I still don’t eat a lot (but now I eat healthier) but I do it moderately.
I’m really pleased with the tone I developed but I still feel so unsatisfactory with my body that I still tend to crash diet/eat once a day. I know. I’m skinny but. Yeah.
When you stretch and your inner porn star moan comes out by accident